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| well it happened my dog Gabriella died today =( but we have another dog but that is enough of that suprisingly im accualy happy lately i realise that i do have things i can smile about i have good friends and family that does care about me no matter how much they fight even though Allison is my ex-g/f does not mean we can not be friends i love everyone that is attached to me friends and family today seems that its going to be good now if my nose will stop running i can be that much more happy and taht one let down i dont want anyone to worry about that it was just a crush on my part....im not ready for a relationship atm but i shall go now please comment =) | | |
| hello all .....iv been shitty yeah iv been in better moods lately iv been jammed in my shell thinking over and over again maybe i would be better if i shopped around for a new g/f...so me and ant were messing around and went into a chat with his g/f and one of her friends i started talking to her and we have alot in common seemed good at the time eventually she had to go then the thoughts start ....what if she doesnt like me that way....what if im thinking to much of nothing....ect... this totally ruins it for me i realized even though its been about 4 months since allison i am still emotionally broken i got the closure i needed from allison but im still hurting on the inside when i tryed to replace that gap in my heart it just made the hole bigger now im depressed and dont know what to do with my life eventually my parents are going to realize that something is up and they are going to ask questions...questions i am not currently prepared to answer i miss my life the way it was before i got caught up in all this emotionally bullshit i want it back but i cant get it back that Woody is long gone i guess well i guess i will go now | | |
| well i decided to write before i got to busy with doing nothing well lets recount from the last i remember...me and allison are friends again yay? anyways me and her have been talking and she always tells me a bit to much explains the title anyways last night me and her were talking and she asked if i could come to a MCR concert this summer and i was like maybe depends if i can get the money to get plane ticket and hotel room then she starts talking about loseing her virginity this summer just to be like everyone else O.o allison since i didnt get to tell you last night i will tell you now...dont do it to lose it do it because you love the person and i know you dont want to use protection just think it only takes once to become preg. and that would be the end of your educational career think allison think anyways that subject aside i had a great thinking session with myself about the concert and realized that i probily wont be able to go cause i have to stay with my mom while my dad is in louisiana for distaster relief...hes leaveing ....soon? anyways iv said to much about my crappy life so till next time i bid you all farewell | | |
| yeah im tired so what? lol anyways its been interesting lately iv been up to my normal pissing everyone off that i know...mom...dad....allison....patrick.......myself....allison....allison...as you may have guessed it i achived to piss allison off again recently...what i say about this "so fucking what" im tired of all this crap going on in my life and my jelous rampages are going to stop and of course something always gets in my way of stopping she mentioned something about having a crush on a guy...thats cool but BUT then she decided other wise gets some random phone call later calls em back and wants to go out with them? thats just fucked up then she says she doesnt want to be friends cause im in short tactless well allison thats who i am Woody R. Reynolds the tactless wounder so if you hate me oh well but enough of the allison bit....ch...j/k anyways iv been busy lately working on a game i like ^_^ keeps me ant and pat busy late nights ill be glad when i can support more then 3 sometimes 4 people but of course in all woody fassion i fuck everything up seeing the clients are in french and wipe the server by accident got yelled at by ant and pat for a few hours lol i told them to get over it if anyone is fluient in reading french....and has time on their hands......HELP!!!! lol anyways im out of here hope you all have fun in your busy lives and please comment | | |
| sorry for the lazyness......been busy...ish...anyways lately iv been doing all sorts of junk....babysitting mostly though had to babysit a little odd thing is her fav. movie was Seed Of Chucky -_- after the 13th time i got tired of it but all went well even though i wasnt paid for it >< talked to brad for a while....they are going to have trouble coming to get me ;_; but they say that it shouldnt be to much trouble but i should try and find a way to get money......and my mom and dad came home earlie tonight saying that i need to get a job.....i thought they told me before i need to help my dad o.O but hey if i can find a job that means money for me well if thats not the most of headachs this is.....Allison called me last night....twice....first time she called me she asked me if i had a ps2....i wish.....next time she asked me if i had the sims exp packs ....damn i forgot which ones but seeing as i have them all minus the sims2 ones i wont need em so she asked me what i would want and anyone that knows me knows that i dont care what i get ...anything will be a change....so she said she would get me something from Full Metal Alchemist or something.....of course i may not get it till around new years cause i am moving around the 15th but im sure ill be back online within a week of that time :D so if i dissapear for some reason in the next week or so....its just we are moving but i will be back i always come back...maybe.....ok iv updated now....comment :P | | |
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